Here it is again... i thought itwas just a silly period of my life, but now im understanding that it isnot like that. last fall i began to fall in love with every male personi met on my way, but with the spring this curse went away... now thatautumn is back again i find myself losing my head for every guy i getto know! i seriously can't stand it... two weeks ago i thought i foundsomeone i really liked (and i think he's also gay...), today instead iworked with a new colleague of mine, and i thing he's got somethingthat attracts me a looooot!!! as usual he's straight, but that's thesame old story so i won't talk again bout this bullshit... i call himMOUNTAIN, bcoz of... the shape of his cock you see thru his trousers.he's soooooooooo gorgeous! ok, i know next week i will have found thenext greatest love of my life, but now i can't help thinking bouthim... today i stressed him sooooo much, always talking bout THATshape, his bump, telling him he's very cute, and so on... but he'sclever and he understands i'm only (?!?) joking....

well, on thursday i'll go out with one of the guys i fell in love withlast fall: it's not like someone could think, he's straight (soundsnew...) but we were really good friends, and since he left the hotel weworked in i haven't met him more then twice. i thought it would havebeen nice to meet again to drink something together, so i called himand he was happy bout it...

who will be the next... read me again and you'll know it...